When I was pregnant with him I listened to Dixie Chicks "Godspeed" over and over again. It would sing it to him while I held my belly. I couldn't wait to sing it to him while he was looking at me. The song has a whole new meaning now. "Godspeed little man, sweet dreams little man, my love will fly to you each night on angels wings".
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
October 18, 2003 should have been the best day of my life but ended up being the worst. Today is my first born son's 8th birthday in Heaven. This year I have been surprisingly really emotional. I just expected this to get easier and easier every year that goes by but this one has been really hard on me. I think it's because I just don't feel whole right now. My best friend in the world (my husband) has been away for the past 3 1/2 months and will be gone another 2 1/2 months and my son is half a world away in Korea. I miss ALL of my boys. The difference is that I know I will be with Dave and Liam soon and get to hold and kiss them. My meeting with Preston will have to wait until the Lord calls me home. As painful as it was to lose Preston, I wouldn't change having him for the world. He brought Dave and I closer together. I don't know where we would be if it wasn't for him. I can still feel his soft cheeks, tiny feet, and precious little hands. I miss my son but am comforted by the fact that he is being held by our Lord.
So at 11 1/2 months old he is walking along furniture and has 6 teeth (4 on top and 2 on bottom). He is 31 inches, tall boy!! And weighs 23.4 pounds!
We are so blessed to have pictures of him every month.